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3​:​23 AM

by Sam Davis

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1.
Your beautiful eyes are stuck inside my mind all day your face looking up at me throws my logic away I'll follow you there to the great unknown I'll follow you where your words creep into my bones And though I've tried to think of my life without you I end up with only fears And I, well I try to understand but you've got me wrapped around your finger again you grabbed me by the hand Oh, you are xanax in the morning and you are tea before I sleep You are a shower in the wintertime warming my body entirely And though I've tried to think of my life without you I end up with only fears And I, well I try to understand but you've got me wrapped around your finger again you grabbed me by the hand and though I know how this ends I am doing it again I won't try to fix the broken angels I once dreamed of I won't try to fix myself cuz this is more than I could hope for I don't have to be anything else And though I've tried to think of my life without you I end up with only fears And I, well I try to understand but you've got me wrapped around your finger again you grabbed me by the hand and though I know how this ends I am doing it again
2.
I'm sick of lights that dont turn off I'm sick of stories that never end I'm sick of thoughts that never stop I'm sick of words I can't repent but I know where I’ve got to be and I know this can’t be me I'm sick of girls who know I'm dreaming I'm sick of girls who dont like believing I'm sick of loves that go in circles I'm sick of wanting when it hurts cuz I know where I've got to be and I know this can’t be me I know this can’t be me I'm sick of days I feel I'm worthless cuz self-loathing has no purpose I'm sick of knowing i cant win cuz well, I know what being alone does But I know where I've got to be and I know this can't be me
3.
Your lips are words and your voice is the pen Your thoughts are heard we don’t have to pretend That we’re here again that we’re here again We both know the weight we fake in our smiles Your fingers are pieces of the puzzle I cant solve Your eyes are meanings to the life I've involved You dont have to show me show me the way You dont have to know me I don't know who you are anyway Oh, we are lost inside the words we are lost inside ourselves Oh, we are lost inside the meaning and not how we felt I tell you your secrets and your eyes start to gush and though it means nothing it doesn’t take too much I don’t want to lie I don’t want to bend I already know It’s me where this roads ends Oh, we are lost inside the words we are lost inside ourselves Oh, we are lost inside the meaning and not how we felt Only cuz you're lonely, only cuz I'm lonely Only cuz we're lonely, only cuz we're lonely Oh, we are lost inside the words we are lost inside ourselves Oh, we are lost inside the meaning and not how we felt
4.
I know a girl that I can't seem to describe I get too caught up in looking in her eyes She's got the kind of words I can't define The kind of face that makes the stars align She makes me forget how things used to be Makes me remember what it means to be free And I want to wrap myself in your eyes, in the blue and green and I want to feel what it's like when you're closer to me Cuz you're the smile on my face you're the place that feels safe you're the only one I can lean on you're the piece that once was gone the only line I've ever drawn the only one that I love and I love her the sun hangs above her and I love her the sun hangs above her I know a girl who warms up the rooms she walks through because her smile is simple and it works like glue She tapes me together without saying a word She lights up my life and makes it all less blurred And I want to wrap myself in your eyes, in the blue and green and I want to feel what it's like when you're closer to me Cuz you're the smile on my face you're the place that feels safe you're the only one I can lean on you're the piece that once was gone the only line I've ever drawn the only one that I love and I love her the sun hangs above her and I love her the sun hangs above her And I see all of the clouds you blew away simply by breathing And all of the things you’ve ever said are stored deep in my memories Cuz you're the smile on my face you're the place that feels safe you're the only one I can lean on you're the piece that once was gone the only line I've ever drawn the only one that I love and I love her the sun hangs above her and I love her the sun hangs above her
5.
I'm walking down the street the wind creeps up on me my eyes fall to the floor the emptiness grows more The snow avoids my tongue and I whistle in the sun the loneliness I know well has come But I know you’re here in my thoughts I know you’re here I hear you knocking I see your life in front of me and I fall to my knees as I remember your son at the funeral I see your smile once in a while but there's too much sadness behind that lie we both knew it was time and I wish I had said goodbye But I know you’re here in my thoughts I know you’re here I hear you knocking and I still see you falling I see the darkness in your eyes I see you falling I hear the sadness in your voice I hear you falling I see your books stacked below your hat I see you falling and I still feel your hand on my back I feel you falling I still see you falling
6.
I know he wakes up without a reason to wake up I know he can't find anything at all Well, I've let the darkness snow and I know how this goes but I can't tell you where you'll end up I know she can't see the way she treats herself how she wouldn't hurt anybody else but I can't oversimplify how we only hate ourselves we don't think we deserve something else Well, everyone’s a someone to somebody but no one seems to know just what they hold I just think about how we loan our love how we loan out love I just think about how you loaned her love and hid it from yourself Sometimes I wake up without a reason to wake up and I fall asleep without dreaming So I cut and bruise the only thing I've ever had and end with empty hands and scars up and down my body Well, everyone’s a someone to somebody but no one seems to know just what they hold I just think about how we loan our love how we loan out love I just think about how you loaned her love and hid it from yourself I just think about why we loan out love and keep nothing for ourselves then every day it gets harder to love what’s left and what’s left is us, cause we can’t be anything else
7.
I've been walking away for a while now I've been finding my way for a while And every time I look back I see nothing behind besides my empty promises and a long road of hope I hope for now I'll see I hope for now I can breathe I see nothing behind I see nothing behind I've been picking up stones for a while now Throwing rocks from glass homes for a while now And I'm feeling nauseous from the future and the past I want to live in the present but it's a gift that doesn't last I hope for now I can breathe Like autumn leaves, I will fall and bleed I see nothing behind I see nothing behind

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All songs were written, recorded, played, and sung by Sam Davis.

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released April 28, 2013

Guitar and Vocals - Sam Davis
Songwriting Credit - Sam Davis
Other Instrumental tracks (cello, bass, drums, etc.) - Sam Davis

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Sam Davis New York, New York

trans masc singer/songwriter. 25. western MA/NYC.

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